2002-12-13

today was toxic fume day.

they painted the entire unventilated stairwell. i'm at the top. all the fumes and all the moisture were waiting for me at the top of the stairs.

did my eyes burn? yes.

did my head hurt?

why, yes. yes it did.

did i vomit? no, but i was coughing and wretching quite a bit.

did i have to leave? yes.

i'm back now. i won't be able to sleep in my bedroom because it's next to the front door.

do i hate it here? indeed.

i'm not ready for all this holiday shit.

although i did put up the tree. early, but necessary. i think it might be helping.

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