2002-09-03

went out of town. now i'm back.

i told that boy not to write to me while he's staying with that girl. if he doesn't understand why i would ask him that then he's a complete asshole.

which he may be. i don't care if he's annoyed with me. all i do is tell myself he doesn't care about me. i keep thinking i can convince myself of that. it's not true. i feel like it's true so it may as well be. i may as well try to convince myself. maybe it'll work.

it's so great being a cliche. i love it. i think i get cards made up. very tastefully done with my name and the word 'cliche' underneath. wow. what a great idea. i'm gonna do it.

i feel sick.

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