2002-08-23

holy shit i am exhausted. i shouldn't be this tired from being out late, not getting any sleep and then working all day. seriously, i shouldn't. so i guess it's because i haven't been sleeping much lately anyway. my entire body wants to implode.

so yeah, out last night. to see a band. not the type of place or band i'd usually go for, but it wasn't bad. it's just that i can't take all those women all dressed up. basically i can't compete with that. i tried so hard to look even remotely cute. but all night pairs of men would come up to the two friends i was with and just ignore me. how could that not bother me? so we all end up talking to a couple of guys and they were friendly and fun. one of them asks my friend for her number and she's like "i have a boyfriend, but they don't. why don't you get one of their numbers instead". i was so embarrassed.

i'm supposed to go out out again tomorrow. i don't think i can do it. i don't want to and i don't think i'll have the energy.

i'm going to hit the couch now.

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