2001-11-25

well, i called my friend in edinburgh this morning. and whan i say "friend", i mean "man with whom i am obsessed". HOWEVER, i feel much less so after having talked to him. i needed to be grounded in reality. for several reasons. i've been thinking about him a lot but not in a good way.

i was getting a little nervous about seeing him. talking to him (about nothing in particular) reminded me that we're friends and we're cool and we can talk for the first time in months without it feeling that way. there's nothing about the conversation to analyze. it made me happy.

SO, i think it helped. i'd been wanting to do it for months and months. i knew it would make me feel better. it did. i hope he enjoyed it as much as i did.

so then i went for a walk (in the rain!!!yay!) got some coffee. browed the bookstore. came home. watched da mob. went to lunch. came home. just finished watching flash gordon. to would be perfect if x-files was on tonight. but that's ok. i can watch alias.

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