2001-09-18

sometimes i just feel really really silly.

didn't work again today, but i have to go back tomorrow. i've been waiting for this fog to lift, but it hasn't.

i just want to sleep.

he probably thinks i'm crazy. ok, this is what i'm going to do about him and this diary. that monday bs is over with. it didn't get me anywhere. i'm going to just be another silly girl with a silly crush. except i'm not a girl, i'm 29 and i feel the hormones. yes, indeed. if i didn't consider him quality goods, i would have made a concerted effort to hook up when i had the chance. ok, also if i had any balls which i don't. i think one day i may erupt and i only hope no one gets hurt. not in a bad way.

he knows i'm not all together there at the moment. he understands that.

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