2001-08-29

phew! made it. i made it through three days of work. now i am free.

ok, so i'm trying to only write about HIM when i'm writing to him on mondays, but i have to say that today i did something. it was small. very small, but i sort of told him that i miss him. i had to let something out. i feel better for it. ok. i felt better. and then i felt how much i miss him. and then i felt silly.

i cannot help it.

having just read pride and prejudice it hit me that as much as i'd like to be like elizabeth bennett, i am in fact like darcy. especially my ability to look at him with a totally straight stone cold expressionless face while my insides are in a state of severe agitation.

i hate that.

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