2001-08-22

weird ass day.

i got not one but two messages from the man with whom i am unnaturally obsessed. two in one day is almost unheard of and both were kind of flattering to me. i kept thinking "huh? what brought this on?" and "what? he actually thinks about me?"

even just to read "i was thinking about you" is one thing. one cool thing. but all that other stuff. it was sweet - in an odd way.

i want to be happy with myself. without him. if it's possible.

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