2003-04-24

i'm trying to be good, but i don't know what that means. does that mean being polite? does it mean being nice? i gave a dollar to a homeless guy the other day, but i don't do it every day for every homeless person so should it count? is it being a patient and understanding friend? is it the appearance of goodness? it is what i say and do or is it what i think?

because i don't think very many good thoughts at all. about anything or anyone, least of all myself.

scratch that, i was thinking that the writers of 24 are fucking brilliant and know what good television is. that's probably the only sincere positive thought i've had all week.

also i've been feeling a deep and abiding love for my blender.

other than that, nuthin'.

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