2002-11-04

(sigh)

i've been doing a lot of that lately. sighing.

i got up today. walked around a bit. sat down on the couch, under my blanket, remote control in hand. i don't know what happened after that. i mean, you'd think i wouldn't have gotten up off that couch. but some how and for some unfathomable (sp?) reason, i got up and took a shower and got dressed and went to work. HOW? WHY???

i don't get up and think "gotta go to work". i get up and think "am i going or aren't i?" i have to decide to go--not that i really have a choice.

i don't want to go tomorrow. i just don't. i need to take a day off just to get it out of my system. if i'm smart, i won't go. i always regret it.

except for accidentally giving up coffee for three days, i'm feeling (physically) thhe best i have in a while.

i just folded up my new voter registration card.

isn't it sad that people are bracing themselves for election day? expecting the worst? i'm sure it's what our "forefathers" had in mind. but then they would have only considered me to be 3/5 of a human being.

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