2002-08-13

would someone PLEASE stop me from buying clothes??? i'm out of control. and it's stuff that i'm not all that comfortable in, regardless of how well it might fit. so. yeah. after vowing not to buy a dress the other day, after saying dresses really aren't my deal anymore, what did i do? i bought a dress. crazy. at least it's black.

i hate being so contrary. it makes things difficult. it makes it hard to get things done. anything. laundry. paying bills. exercising. eating well. sleeping well. feeling like an adult. all these things seem completely impossible at the moment.

maybe it's the air pollution. maybe i wasn't dreaming the other night and an evil scientist really did alter my molecular physiology.

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