2002-07-17

today i found out that my ex boyfriend slept with one of my friends. male friends.

i'm freaked.

not because it was a guy. that's true. honest. but because it was one of my friends.

and i spilled some guts today to that boy with whom i am unnaturally obsessed.

then i went out and had some tequilla. i've been drinking a lot this week. tomorrow i'll be having a nice mojito. or two.

these past few months have been totally bizarre. and i've been trying so hard to have fun and not be down on myself in spite of everything,b ut that is really hard work.

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