2002-05-09

well, i must say i was feeling alright up until this morning. lack of sleep? abundance of hormones? not sure what the problem is. got an email from the boy that just made me start thinking. he was asking why a girl would go out with a dick. why wouldn't a girl go for a genuine and reasonable person? and i thought "hello???? i DO, but YOU don't want me" so i said well maybe a girl does but the guy doesn't want her. so what's she supposed to do then? be alone or date assholes? that's what i said in the last version of the email because i lost the first two.

he frustrates me. if i don't come to some resolutions soon then i'm going to be miserable for the rest of my life. that's how it feels.

i'm so fucking tired. another night without sleep. AND THE GOD DAMN SPECIAL ED BUS DRIVER KEEPS HONKING THE HORN AND WAKING ME UP AT 7 IN THE MORNING. i called to complain. some how i doubt that will be then end of it. i hate waking up angry.

i'm waiting for the sound of thunder. no i'm not listening to duran duran, i'm actually waiting for the sound of thunder. i keep hearing planes instead.

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