2001-07-21

i just ran into the biggest disappointment in my sparse dating history. he was with a woman. my exact physical opposite.

so i just feel like shit now. completely. this will last for a couple of days at least. mabye even a week. this could be enough to make me depressed. temporarily. i feel really shitty. i'm actually crying.

my brain feels like it's trying to emplode. this is going to be hard.

and something in my fridge smells, but i can't figure out what it is. oh, well. i'm sure that will sort itself out fairly soon.

i will never have myself sorted out.

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