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2004-02-01 why am i always losing entries? my first entry in months and i can't keep from deleting it. guts. everywhere, then poof! gone. so maybe it's just that what i have to say about everything is complete bullshit. my subconscious is painfully aware of this and made sure it all went away. i was happy. no i'm not. it was fleeting. but i miss it. |