2002-04-21

been spending too much

money

time feeling like shit

tomorrow i will go buy eggs to make cookies. that is the only time i plan to leave this apartment/cage/fortress of solitude. i'm going to make peanut butter cookies. they're going to be good. why? dark brown sugar, that's why.

i went out last night and it was alright. i felt out of sorts and therefore out of place. my brother pretty much didn't notice when i tried to say bye to him. that really really really really pissed me off. i don't care if he was drunk. i talked to a nice girl who told me i didn't look 30. i've decided that i do look 30 and everyone else looks old for their age.

i came to that conclusion along with a couple of other gems on the way home last night.

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