2002-04-01

i've adopted a completely fatalistic attitude about everything.

he's seeing someone. so i'm stuck feeling like shit. and there's absolutely nothing i can do about it. nothing at all. didn't i say this would happen? seeing it coming doesn't make it any easier.

there must be somtehing wrong with me that people can sense but not put their finger on. something really really off putting. maybe i can get someone to tell me what it is.

this is what i get for trying to be human.

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