2001-12-06

i'm sick. typical.

not getting much done as a result. diary entries sparse and uninteresting.

i did finally advance elise to master. talk about exhausting.

i should be more excited about going to scotland. i should be thinking about it all the time and wondering what it will be like and generally just looking forward to it. i'm preparing for it, but i'm not counting the days like i was at the beginning of the year.

i think that all of a sudden i look 30. maybe it's cause i'm sick. sometimes i think, "shit, i'm good looking" and sometimes i think "what the fuck happened to my face?". i'll just keep telling myself it's because i'm sick. and that it has nothing to do with a certain much younger man.

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