my hormones might explain why i felt like crying (and did) on the way home from work. christ, i feel so pathetic. i thought that since it's such a beautiful evening i would sit outside for a few minutes instead of walking straight home. and i did. i sat and listened to nice music and watched the breeze blow the trees around (thereby making my allergies worse) and watching the lights on the trees twinkle and what not. i'll admit i've been sad lately and that my hormones are totally fucking with me. i just hope that's what it is and that it won't last too long. but just sitting there i had one of those moments where i feel all of the empty space around me. and instead of a nice breeze it was like the entire atmosphere of the planet was blowing by.